New beginnings.
I have decided to start again. A fresh start from a new country and a different life and perhaps a different me as well.
My up to date description:
I'm 18 years old and living in England, more precisely in Grantham . I've been engaged to Tom Hodgetts for a little over 5 months now. At the moment I am working to earn enough money to continue my studies which I wish to continue as soon as possible. I am a Christian, continuously growing in my faith. I sing in a church band and am generally happy. To find out more about me and my thoughts, just read my blog.
New beginnings are great. They make me think of the past, the good and the bad in it.
As I have been here for over 5 months now I'm starting to see things I didn't see when I was in Estonia...The mistakes I made...The good things I had that I didn't notice... Things I need to forgive and the things I need to be forgiven for.
As a Christian I can think of another new beginning I have had. My baptism. The point where I showed everyone that my old life is gone and I am now filled with the Holy Spirit.
I have been learning a lot about forgiveness when I've been here. How crucial it is for our life in heaven with God and also in relationships with people.
I ask all the people who I have hurt in any way to find it in their hearts to forgive me although I don't deserve it. I am sorry.
I want to say that I want to lay all the hurt behind me and I can say that I have finally truly forgiven all the pain that has filled my heart for so long.
I have begun my new life without forgetting my past but with truly accepting it and I praise God for that.
Thank you all for reading!
God bless,
Maret
My up to date description:
I'm 18 years old and living in England, more precisely in Grantham . I've been engaged to Tom Hodgetts for a little over 5 months now. At the moment I am working to earn enough money to continue my studies which I wish to continue as soon as possible. I am a Christian, continuously growing in my faith. I sing in a church band and am generally happy. To find out more about me and my thoughts, just read my blog.
New beginnings are great. They make me think of the past, the good and the bad in it.
As I have been here for over 5 months now I'm starting to see things I didn't see when I was in Estonia...The mistakes I made...The good things I had that I didn't notice... Things I need to forgive and the things I need to be forgiven for.
As a Christian I can think of another new beginning I have had. My baptism. The point where I showed everyone that my old life is gone and I am now filled with the Holy Spirit.
I have been learning a lot about forgiveness when I've been here. How crucial it is for our life in heaven with God and also in relationships with people.
I ask all the people who I have hurt in any way to find it in their hearts to forgive me although I don't deserve it. I am sorry.
I want to say that I want to lay all the hurt behind me and I can say that I have finally truly forgiven all the pain that has filled my heart for so long.
I have begun my new life without forgetting my past but with truly accepting it and I praise God for that.
Thank you all for reading!
God bless,
Maret
posted by Maret at 2:00 am
2 Comments:
Maybe God forgave you your sins, cause HE IS GOD, HE LOVES EVERY ONE.
But how about the people?
If you think apologizing over web does any good then think again. The great and the best apology comes from talking to a person face to face, so the person can see if you actually mean it.
I never really cared about the crap you told about me in Finland *(i still dont know why you did it?)...Iv forgiven you ages ago, but there is one person who is still hurt, who cant live a normal life any more, who goes emotionless every time anyone mentions your name. You have crushed his heart with your lies, all those promises you made to start a life together etc...
I dont really know how are you going to apologize to him?
you were his first true love, u tried to get him so bad. What happened. once you got him u got tired of him, or just because he lived so far away from you, well that is actually no excuse, because ur future housband (God bless both of you :)...) lived far away and now you are getting married.
So just one thing, never apologize to people uv hurt over internet. its useless, powerless, the words mean nothing!
väga ilus postitus! loodan, et sul läheb hästi! Daniel
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